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Hmm.. Ready don't know what games are there for me, although there seems to be millions and millions to choose from. I am just feeling nothing is meaningful to me now, and nothing good seems to be happening on me. I am just so sad, getting emo, going crazy soon - maybe. Wondering why, i think mainly by her, or not? Thats only for me to know and figure out. Its such a boring day, with all boring lessons, and cca after school. I am so just freaking damn bored.. Wish she should come and cheer me up? Never think of it.. Why? Its IMPOSSIBLE. So, just, get on with some sad days~ Wish tmr would be better ^^
Wah. Theres nth to do today, completed all my homework, and just now, posting it for the sake of it. I think i am total failure, she just went to gang up with him, to do what? SUAN me. I think i really concede defeat liao lor, i was classmates wid her 2 yrs and she rather choose someone she just get to know the start of this year. Can someone tell me how failure i am?? To fail under the hands of my best fren in my primary sch, wah, total ashamed i 'ACHIEVED'. I was wondering why was that so, and think that maybe i shouldnt go for such good choices like her? But, if i give up, it will be like dying for me lor. Ym just told me i shouldnt be giving up the whole forest for one tree. Sounds familiar? Yeah. From all the drama shows you see everyday, there will be few with such lines. Should I or Should I not? I'm in a very confused state now, or maybe i shouldnt be thinking about that for now? Just one-sided even i take it for real. She wont ever choose me from the fact about how she feel about me..............one word to describe about me : FAILURE
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