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2010-02-25T18:32:00.001+08:00

Finally posting? Not such emo posts again i suppose ==

Just posting some zai vid i watched ..

AND

2010-01-22T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. Ready don't know what games are there for me, although there seems to be millions and millions to choose from. I am just feeling nothing is meaningful to me now, and nothing good seems to be happening on me. I am just so sad, getting emo, going crazy soon - maybe. Wondering why, i think mainly by her, or not? Thats only for me to know and figure out. Its such a boring day, with all boring lessons, and cca after school. I am so just freaking damn bored.. Wish she should come and cheer me up? Never think of it.. Why? Its IMPOSSIBLE. So, just, get on with some sad days~ Wish tmr would be better ^^

2010-01-21T18:02:00.003+08:00

Wah. Theres nth to do today, completed all my homework, and just now, posting it for the sake of it. I think i am total failure, she just went to gang up with him, to do what? SUAN me. I think i really concede defeat liao lor, i was classmates wid her 2 yrs and she rather choose someone she just get to know the start of this year. Can someone tell me how failure i am?? To fail under the hands of my best fren in my primary sch, wah, total ashamed i 'ACHIEVED'. I was wondering why was that so, and think that maybe i shouldnt go for such good choices like her? But, if i give up, it will be like dying for me lor. Ym just told me i shouldnt be giving up the whole forest for one tree. Sounds familiar? Yeah. From all the drama shows you see everyday, there will be few with such lines. Should I or Should I not? I'm in a very confused state now, or maybe i shouldnt be thinking about that for now? Just one-sided even i take it for real. She wont ever choose me from the fact about how she feel about me..............

one word to describe about me :

FAILURE

2009-12-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

The 10th post. After so long of laziness, just update.. Finally back from taiwan trip after 8 days which was fun and meaningful for me.^^ I met a tour guide which becomes friends. ^^ (David). He is such a funny guy . And Victor my new friend? == quite some ppl i know after this trip . So, just ending here, as i dun hab much to say and some ppl are complaining that each of my blog posts are too long-winded..

2009-10-28T17:25:00.003+08:00

hahas.. 9th post.. so long nvr post le.. cuz lazy? dun know.. but today just post.. since cant dl maple.. damn freaking bug.. make me dc after few seconds of logging in.. then if i play SA.. cant sia.. will either make myself laggy or make the re-dl slower.. so boring.. and today.. such an unlucky day i suppose.. my birthday today? no ones rmb.. except 2? not my family members.. wtf.. its just 2 classmates.. guess who? jinghan? no.. he doesnt even knows.. zz.. nvm.. predicted.. i and him would go into 2 different classes next year.. ): then today.. i saw the paper in the morning b4 going.. i tot is the talk 1st.. but.. it was the quiz 1st.. and the quizes available were.. shitty lame i suppose.. e1 becoming the least enthu class.. haha .. no one participated.. except.. ... WP! lol.. he volunteered... the others was.. either unluckily chosen.. or luckily chosen.. that mr rahmat.. sitting in front of wisely.. keep on use his 'handsome' voice call us answer the qns... but.. who cares? no one.. then got 1 short break.. went to play dm wid ym , ks and jh.. the other joined us ltr.. play and play.. i actually heard that the break was till 11.35.. but.. i dun know is till when.. they say we will sit outside if late.. we went after the 11.30 bell rang.. go there.. cant enter.. saw.. him.. call him.. but nvr come out.. why? i was thinking that was purposely done at first.. but.. my mistake bah.. then we went away.. finding miss wang for our level position.. zz.. shouldnt have went.. result.. not good at all.. bye e1.. hahas.. dun care le.. -.- then wanted to went back.. caught by .. that freaking b!tchy old lady! zz.. scold and scold.. then jon talk back.. she say we were rude.. she still used 'your head'.. teacher woh.. dun care lah.. then bring us to foyer.. w8 for discipline teacher i suppose.. really .. mr goh.. hahas.. w8 for a period of time.. quite long.. then is? just talk to us for less than 5 mins! what a waste of time.. zz.. only give warning.. cfirm is that old freaking b!tch lady anyhow say rubbish.. i dun care liao lah.. then.. went for lunch.. what?! suddenly someone call me.. say that dun go street soccer.. or will get bash.. or watsoeva.. i dun care.. just go.. hahas.. go there.. see the mood was difference.. know smth wasnt right but still go.. why must i be scared in the first place? can i die after a few hit from my classmate? no way. then.. i found out what happen from voices there lor.. he wanted to hit me .. just because? i mistake him.. nice.. yes.. no wrong.. its my fault.. its that teacher that didnt let him go.. nvm.. but.. aimed me thrice.. or four.. 1 hit my hand, 1 block my jinghan, 2 misses.. nice power with revenge woh.. so scared~~ zz.. hasnt him done anything wrong? just rmb.. humans are not god or what.. no one doesnt make mistakes.. so? jinghan keep on repeatedly tell me to apologize.. i shouted once.. although without sincerity like others say.. i dun care.. thats my only and once! anyway i not going same class as him le.. so.. let him kick lor.. but.. i think that smth bad is going to happen tmr.. fight? i am in none way stronger than him.. but we still will be injured.. i can say.. hahas.. just w8 lor.. but.. was figuring who told all that to him.. who? appealer lor. PRO! A-P-P-E-A-L-E-R. making everything like all my fault.. nice one. then got 1 more.. insult me behind me.. come in front of me if insult me if you dare, freaking noob shit G_A_Y! ya.. nth to say.. vent my anger? no.. lets have a show tmr! ^_^

2009-10-17T11:07:00.013+08:00

8th post .. Finally.. wanted to post yesterday .. but cant enter the site.. so just carry on playing.. i was.. playing sudden attack almost whole day.. hahas... new skins and new maps.. cant try the skin.. 1 is 15k each.. but tried the map..

Squad Ranger(Blue) W-Scout(Red)

Club Night

Cross Counter

Cross Counter.. nice map.. just 2 straight lines and 1 bridge.. played and played.. my best records are..

but clubnight.. dun have.. i dun like the map lor.. hahas..

2009-10-10T11:18:00.006+08:00

7th post.. skipping the one on thursday.. forget what happened.. yesterday de.. still can know a little.. morning.. went to sch.. then went to canteen.. cuz too early.. i reach sch at 6.30!!!! parents not free.. have to go to sch myself.. then too early.. then i heard it was merrelynn birthday.. so.. nvr went back to class at 1st.. cuz the 2 were celebrating!~~ hahas.. then cassandra heard what news of counsillor reporting our attitude to mr farid.. so just we must stay out of the class.. but.. ltr.. they all just go lor.. wad the.. still wondering if they gave us this lie just to not let us go class for the celebration.. dun care liao.. went back class.. revise.. then go to ava.. go back to class.. then wow.. no counsillor came to call us for the parade square thing.. maybe they too lazy.. so .. we.. 2e1 become famous! there was half the class who were late .. the other half.. our friends.. go without us? or wanted us to get scolded? wtf.. i though cooperation was important.. then mr farid said want to speak to our form teacher.. damn.. die le.. then went back to class.. miss wang tell the class to stand.. those who never go lah.. but.. there was male that nvr stand.. too early? wtf.. nvm.. teacher ask why.. maybe because of the music? then.. i just said 1 word 2 times.. counsillor.. then.. wah.. such a big reaction.. from vivien.. wtf.. SHOUT!!! are we maids??? i wanted to.. talk back? shout back? i just said .. wah loud very big woh.. why didnt i dare? dun know.. then dun care lor.. then the exam.. ok lor.. my formal letter.. but... the compo.. chose question 4.. but was like.. worst compo ever.. 300+ words nia.. sianz... then recess.. then take the test.. compre.. vocab.. i know N-O-N-E!! wtf.. then .. maybe i really will get lousy result.. dun care.. then after that.. mark my maths exam paper.. then asked naga what are the pages to study.. wish he gave me the correct clues.. hahas.. then went home.. revise all i can.. memorise all i can.. so just study and study.. really wish i can get at least a A.. not sure.. good luck for me and others!! JYJY.. 4 days nia! work hard play less!! ending

2009-10-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

6th post.. today.. went school .. at 8! hehe.. finally can sleep longer.. enter by backgate.. parents tell me go by ther then i folo lor.. then go class.. they were revising.. hahas.. jon.. got one book.. couple skills! lol.. from library.. if its really the worth, why for still lend it.. although got a lot of details.. hahas.. then went to mark duty.. then went back class... then it was like, alr tell us to stand up but the speaker.. damn soft lah the sound.. for mouse to hear? wtf.. dun care.. then the song also.. shit.. new system cost dont know how ex but still so.. 'good' quality! hahas.. then chinese.. took back history test.. then take listening compre.. then slacked.. i still rmb b4 going.. wisely really very pay attention to what others say.. wisely went with jon to the hougang mall.. heard jon saying that the person he likes lives in that area.. -.-".. so obvious that wisely would guess.. zz.. he lives near there leh.. dun care lor.. also not my prob.. then geog .. mr teo let us ask whatever question we wanted to ask and he ans.. mostly girls asked him.. few boys.. girls are so hardworking.. hahas.. then slack too.. then science.. go thru electricity.. pro ms chong i can say.. she nvr tought us the formula included for exams last semester when she was teaching us science.. zz.. heng ms lim teached us today.. then try to rmb all lor.. then music.. went to ava room.. take the keyboards.. slacking time again.. walk here and there.. see what i can do.. saw jinghan talking at the back.. then i went over.. then .. yenshan help me asked.. if justyn got play sudden attack.. he did! .. ym saw one guy asking mark questions about sch thing in the game.. then just ask who is he and he said he was justyn.. i didnt believe at 1st.. but really! he played... with a nice name xroyale~~~ hahas.. pro lah.. he also playing leh... good.. nice.. got more ppl play.. hahas.. then end sch.. nvr played street soccer.. lazy.. then eat lunch.. went home.. then slack.. do maths paper.. got 1 question i was STUCK.. totally.. zz.. going to ask others how to do.. yea.. thats it .. ending here

2009-10-06T17:25:00.003+08:00

5th post.. today.. went sch .. yesterday tried my best to revise.. ok.. so went classroom.. never want to study.. in case i mixed up anything.. then w8.. chat.. then went to GO.. mark duty.. then went back class.. raining day.. so tired.. hahas.. then sang the national anthem .. got 1 error.. the pledge become ple~~~~ dun know what.. then exam started! lol.. quite difficult.. but its the 1st time i wrote 1 chinese compo for 2 and a half PAGES.. wtf .. didnt know.. so pro la.. lol.. but ltr all rubbish.. then die.. but its easier.. then the compre after that.. went for recess.. others eating but lazy queue up.. so nvr eat.. then went back.. wtf.. COMPRE .. i got a almost failed for the CA2.. then now.. same format.. thinking to myself that i will die.. but dont know why.. damn tired throughout the whole paper.. wanted to sleep halfway... but just tried to at least complete everything.. really wish i never FAILED.. pls.. nvr fail! ok.. then went for lunch.. chatting through went back.. use laptop for a while.. saw ym on9 and his stupid lame shit pm.. can pigs serve ns? wtf.. against me? we swored not to insult each other or we will feed each other.. lame lah.. noob.. just scared of me.. stupid.. damn him lah.. revenge is NEAR.. hehehehehe.. die die.. then study just a little then .. then rmb tmr is wednesday.. so not going early.. 8! finally i can sleep late .. hahas. nth le.. ending here

2009-10-05T18:16:00.002+08:00

4th post.. Actually should be the 6th or smth.. but i am always lazy to do things during weekend.. so.. today.. morning went to sch.. expected they would be in class.. so just go to the classroom.. not wrong.. but.. the whole class was damn freaking quiet.. why? monday? not sure at all.. but nvm.. just do the drama journal.. 1st few homeworks that was done in sch.. hahas.. then after that went for the marking duty de.. then went back to class.. just want to go to chat with ym... the stupid guy shout say wat will disturb him.. oh my.. the whole class was alr noisy then.. dun care him .. just talk.. he didnt seem irritated with our noice? for what at 1st tell us to go away? very big? oh crap.. then just after a while.. counsillors seems to learn new 'skill'.. want us to go to parade square? easy.. switch off the lights.. nice.. whose idea? dont know.. went to parade square.. sat down.. the classes beside us are really.. pro? left us with 2 persons a row.. from last week alr is like that le.. nvm.. sing national anthem .. music got problem.. wtf.. then pledge.. then want to sing sch song? nvr played at all.. jon and gangs still laugh at me.. what pro.. what shit.. i dun care.. my cca means i represent? like that infocomm got problem just because the cause of 1 person? unreasonable la.. then went back to class.. lifelit.. nvr arrange table 1st.. waiting ltr.. hand in the homework then go thru compre.. really boring.. but must still pay attention.. then ending le.. not enugh time go thru the summary.. but.. didnt rmb.. theres still 2 more periods of lifelit.. hahas.. then went for chinese.. talk about compo.. just read and read.. teacher read mine? wtf.. cant believe.. but, still got a lot of mistakes.. then just correct it lor.. then recess.. no one brought soccer ball... still wanted to make fools in the game.. but cant.. so just waste time.. then maths .. go thru papers.. i dun know where hell my paper went to .. so just use the time finding.. nvm.. then science.. funny thing.. go thru papers.. then ms lim suddenly nvr talk.. why? the two sleeping.. she just asked why we are restless... then i said can we be resting.. nth to say then just say lor.. what one 'PRO' guy said to me? smth like dun talk so much lah.. forget.. also useless to rmb.. what such a 'PRO' says.. just know his just talking rubbish.. he say i talk so much.. what about him? he big mouth! i talk alot but he spread a lot.. what? secrets.. didnt know why ppl still support him.. strong? crap! yes he is.. but at least i am not those big mouth woh.. know someone secret very proud? PRO is really PRO! haizz.. then lifelit go thru summary then do another compre.. no mood to do so just slack slack.. preparing to do it at home.. then went for lunch.. ym just insulted me suddenly? have i offended him? no.. i asked him why.. he said it was science when i insulted him.. i nvr even talk about him at all.. stupid.. then still keep on talk.. we then make 1 deal.. we are not allowed to insult one another.. then good lor.. solve.. then went home.. raining.. then do compre.. lazy do summary.. then just revise for the tmr compo.. revise formats used.. then dont know why so tired.. then just use comp a while.. just to post... and surf the net.. ending here

2009-10-02T18:16:00.006+08:00

3rd post.. today.. morning went school.. still went back to class.. lucky that jh nvr bring ball.. so we wont play in class and the same thing would not happen.. lol.. so just sat down chit-chat.. then went to ava for marking duty as per normal.. went back to class...sat down at the corner for just a while and all the lights were off.. i thought who was it at 1st.. some stupid counsillors who doesnt want us to stay at class.. one more still come in from the back.. calling jonathan and gang to go to the parade square.. jonathan insulted him back.. she was an indian.. so jonathan cfirm got things to use to insult.. hahas.. funny lor.. guessed that the counsillor wanted revenge or somewhat so asked jon for his name.. but jon gaved weird stupid names.. expected anyway.. sianzz.. then lessons start.. 3 whole period.. miss wang go through the compre format.. questions for exams.. then gave us one compre for homework.. due monday.. yea.. then i requested if miss wang could ask mdm ng to gave us recess 1st then lessons.. but rejected.. so just carry on.. dun know why do maths then suddenly so energetic.. maybe thats my only favourite subject mah.. then 3 minutes earlier recess... went to eat.. b4 the queues get long.. then played soccer.. one of the nicer soccer match too.. actually dun want to play.. but although played, we played totally rubbish.. me, ym and ks.. take the ball .. take turns to be keeper.. then not the keeper de go smack.. with hand.. cr8 jokes.. hahas.. then got one penalty kick.. by muthu.. kok seng keep.. he let him kick then catch the ball.. but act too hard.. then act fly backwards.. then own goal.. hahas.. goal! the whole other ppl still though really score.. hahas.. then end recess.. the bell suddenly so loud.. then went to CE.. say wan arrange table.. but never.. then talk about exams thingy.. show vid of teachers.. funny leh.. then end school le lor.. nvr eat.. so just go.. when waiting at bus stop, jon called me.. calling me to go back school to play soccer.. dun care.. parents want me home early.. then went home.. eat lunch at home.. didnt know parents prepared.. so quite full.. then played comp.. average score nia.. sb-ed.. with some noob squad.. then halfway we know that they hack.. so our team members tap.. so funny woh.. but dun care.. won... then end the match.. then stop playing.. then watch tv.. revise just a little.. gave up.. yea.. nth le.. ending here

2009-10-01T17:28:00.003+08:00

2nd post.. today.. morning went to school.. walking to canteen but sawing no one there when i was halfway there, went back to class.. where else i suppose they can go.. lol.. class.. played soccer at the back.. wonder why didnt they want to go to field to play.. injured much ppl.. and still injured HER today.. who kicked? me.. wtf.. really felt sry.. repeatly apologised to her.. then went for ava to mark duty.. smsed her to apologise again cuz really felt bad.. injured her.. the whole right side of her face was RED.. die die.. maybe no chance for me liao... sad.. by injuring her, i didnt just offended one person but two.. including the other him that liked her.. wtf.. can guess who is the he or she? go guess lor... killing two birds with one stone? offending two person with one kick? ... then went to parade square.. felt like saying sorry again.. but there was so much boy there.. so nvr.. after that, went to hall for assembly.. talk about shitty lame talk about precaution or don't know what.. never pay attention at all.. then went for pe.. i thought that we would be playing volleyball.. but changed to soccer.. ms ang asked which boy didnt want to play soccer.. 3 raised up.. hahas.. played soccer.. what happen? no quarrels but unhappiness.. dun feel like mentioning that name.. so just call he 1st bah.. he was like.. wow pro.. went to the other team because what? we were losing and they were winning.. wasnt the 1st to do so but the 2nd.. nvm.. thats maybe human nature.. but, still blamed kok seng for kicking the ball out when everyone else saw that the ball touched muthu's leg before the out.. for wat? no answer to that yet.. yes.. at least there isnt any quarrel.. after this.. still one more.. ball kicked almost out by dont know who.. supposingly from my team.. dragged in by shafiq on the line.. pro lah.. what they say? "the ball was drag in outside the line". nice one i can praise.. how did their team members played? not blaming anyone.. just them.. play on sides of the field.. sometimes even dragged it to the side.. and out but drag in immediately.. pro lah .. maybe sometimes quarrel because of this.. but we still just carry on with the game.. just not to have quarrels.. after that.. although no quarrel but some of us was already unhappy.. they, being the better gang of the class, normally gets more of the final say.. so we just decided ourself not to play soccer.. i know ppl will see this.. so? we also told jinghan not to bring ball and let them play themself.. but although there are bad ones, i cannot blame all.. jonathan mark and yongsong are the few ok ones.. others.. nth to comment.. after that.. went for recess back to class.. no soccer.. good.. thats what we want.. then homec.. go through workbooks .. boring though.. heard about the date of the taiwan trip.. almost so coincidence with that day.. nvm.. last minute decide.. then geog.. go thru all the geog chapters for exams.. and the important details.. quite good.. let us know so many things.. then maths lor.. go through papers.. just go to lunch after that.. then went home.. play SA cuz cant resist.. LOL.. after that used laptop.. do homework on the way.. asking ppl if the maths worksheet mdm ng gave today is tmr hand in de.. mostly said dun know.. pro.. lol.. nvm.. just do.. no other homeworks le bah.. went to bath.. then maybe revise? see 1st.. i so lazy de.. lol.. yea.. ending le.. hahas..

2009-09-30T18:02:00.003+08:00

1st post.. hahas.. slowly counting.. just joking.. maybe to the 3rd or 4th day then give up..
Today.. recalling.. my memories aint that good.. Morning.. went early to school just for jonathan's request after helping me with the blog.. cant said no.. so just go.. had breakfast then went with jonathan to get the key from ms ang.. he was like asking for so many times lor.. but after playing i regretted going to school so freaking early.. i promise myself if possible, next week go at 8 am to school like last times.. then went to general office like normal to mark ava duty.. although slacked for one whole last week because of lazy.. go to class.. wonder if its the ava or the school PA system fault.. the national anthem was repeating and repeating for a few times.. at 1st i still make a sound when i didnt actually notice ms wang and ms lim was INFRONT of class.. wtf.. chinese.. got the listening comprehension test counted in SA2.. wtf.. didnt rmb.. actually also nth to revise for.. teacher told us about 1 qns and that qns i got WRONG .. guess so that my li jie neng li to lousy.. thats why the meaning of somethings always cant figure it out.. then talk about gong han.. i actually FAILED... rubbish .. dun care le... nvm.. after that talk just a little about compo.. teacher said want to say about mine but suddenly say no time le.. jon still laugh said the teacher was just using the thing as a excuse.. zz.. wdv.. then teacher said that i was chosen for the trip.. quite happy.. go back class and actually found out that she was going too.. hahas.. LOL.. no nid guess.. just rmb that ppl was asking ppl about the qns that wisely asked vivien .. sianzz.. stop making stupid guesses.. then.. go for geog.. was like changing seats every lesson.. so sat wid kok seng.. learn about all the important details and chapters tested.. then science.. whole class talked a lot.. including me cuz suffering for geog.. go thru work book.. then music.. slacked... retest.. quite good.. but no A.. nvm.. got pass can le.. then go talk wid shafiq and ym and ks.. talking pervertic things.. nah jk.. then after that teacher still tell me to go back after going down.. i tot wad thing.. the teacher just said a few stupid lines.. waste my time.. went for lunch.. jun han cutting queue skill very pro lor.. hahas.. then went home.. wisely followed me to bus stop .. go home.. wanted to play comp but my bro was at home.. so just use laptop for msn.. and blog maybe.. cant play.. predicting tmr ym will say me humji.. wdv.. anyway i dun care.. such a stingy person.. i just insulted him skinny.. at least its better then being FAT... then do my homework.. maths.. chinese lazy copy.. maybe some other days.. yea.. nth more to write.. thats my day.. ya.. ending here

2009-09-29T19:35:00.005+08:00

New blog just created. Just done, most helps from jonathan. Thanks Jon:) hahas..
Posts will be starting from tommorow.. thats it..