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Finally posting? Not such emo posts again i suppose == Just posting some zai vid i watched .. AND
Hmm.. Ready don't know what games are there for me, although there seems to be millions and millions to choose from. I am just feeling nothing is meaningful to me now, and nothing good seems to be happening on me. I am just so sad, getting emo, going crazy soon - maybe. Wondering why, i think mainly by her, or not? Thats only for me to know and figure out. Its such a boring day, with all boring lessons, and cca after school. I am so just freaking damn bored.. Wish she should come and cheer me up? Never think of it.. Why? Its IMPOSSIBLE. So, just, get on with some sad days~ Wish tmr would be better ^^
Wah. Theres nth to do today, completed all my homework, and just now, posting it for the sake of it. I think i am total failure, she just went to gang up with him, to do what? SUAN me. I think i really concede defeat liao lor, i was classmates wid her 2 yrs and she rather choose someone she just get to know the start of this year. Can someone tell me how failure i am?? To fail under the hands of my best fren in my primary sch, wah, total ashamed i 'ACHIEVED'. I was wondering why was that so, and think that maybe i shouldnt go for such good choices like her? But, if i give up, it will be like dying for me lor. Ym just told me i shouldnt be giving up the whole forest for one tree. Sounds familiar? Yeah. From all the drama shows you see everyday, there will be few with such lines. Should I or Should I not? I'm in a very confused state now, or maybe i shouldnt be thinking about that for now? Just one-sided even i take it for real. She wont ever choose me from the fact about how she feel about me..............one word to describe about me : FAILURE
The 10th post. After so long of laziness, just update.. Finally back from taiwan trip after 8 days which was fun and meaningful for me.^^ I met a tour guide which becomes friends. ^^ (David). He is such a funny guy . And Victor my new friend? == quite some ppl i know after this trip . So, just ending here, as i dun hab much to say and some ppl are complaining that each of my blog posts are too long-winded..
hahas.. 9th post.. so long nvr post le.. cuz lazy? dun know.. but today just post.. since cant dl maple.. damn freaking bug.. make me dc after few seconds of logging in.. then if i play SA.. cant sia.. will either make myself laggy or make the re-dl slower.. so boring.. and today.. such an unlucky day i suppose.. my birthday today? no ones rmb.. except 2? not my family members.. wtf.. its just 2 classmates.. guess who? jinghan? no.. he doesnt even knows.. zz.. nvm.. predicted.. i and him would go into 2 different classes next year.. ): then today.. i saw the paper in the morning b4 going.. i tot is the talk 1st.. but.. it was the quiz 1st.. and the quizes available were.. shitty lame i suppose.. e1 becoming the least enthu class.. haha .. no one participated.. except.. ... WP! lol.. he volunteered... the others was.. either unluckily chosen.. or luckily chosen.. that mr rahmat.. sitting in front of wisely.. keep on use his 'handsome' voice call us answer the qns... but.. who cares? no one.. then got 1 short break.. went to play dm wid ym , ks and jh.. the other joined us ltr.. play and play.. i actually heard that the break was till 11.35.. but.. i dun know is till when.. they say we will sit outside if late.. we went after the 11.30 bell rang.. go there.. cant enter.. saw.. him.. call him.. but nvr come out.. why? i was thinking that was purposely done at first.. but.. my mistake bah.. then we went away.. finding miss wang for our level position.. zz.. shouldnt have went.. result.. not good at all.. bye e1.. hahas.. dun care le.. -.- then wanted to went back.. caught by .. that freaking b!tchy old lady! zz.. scold and scold.. then jon talk back.. she say we were rude.. she still used 'your head'.. teacher woh.. dun care lah.. then bring us to foyer.. w8 for discipline teacher i suppose.. really .. mr goh.. hahas.. w8 for a period of time.. quite long.. then is? just talk to us for less than 5 mins! what a waste of time.. zz.. only give warning.. cfirm is that old freaking b!tch lady anyhow say rubbish.. i dun care liao lah.. then.. went for lunch.. what?! suddenly someone call me.. say that dun go street soccer.. or will get bash.. or watsoeva.. i dun care.. just go.. hahas.. go there.. see the mood was difference.. know smth wasnt right but still go.. why must i be scared in the first place? can i die after a few hit from my classmate? no way. then.. i found out what happen from voices there lor.. he wanted to hit me .. just because? i mistake him.. nice.. yes.. no wrong.. its my fault.. its that teacher that didnt let him go.. nvm.. but.. aimed me thrice.. or four.. 1 hit my hand, 1 block my jinghan, 2 misses.. nice power with revenge woh.. so scared~~ zz.. hasnt him done anything wrong? just rmb.. humans are not god or what.. no one doesnt make mistakes.. so? jinghan keep on repeatedly tell me to apologize.. i shouted once.. although without sincerity like others say.. i dun care.. thats my only and once! anyway i not going same class as him le.. so.. let him kick lor.. but.. i think that smth bad is going to happen tmr.. fight? i am in none way stronger than him.. but we still will be injured.. i can say.. hahas.. just w8 lor.. but.. was figuring who told all that to him.. who? appealer lor. PRO! A-P-P-E-A-L-E-R. making everything like all my fault.. nice one. then got 1 more.. insult me behind me.. come in front of me if insult me if you dare, freaking noob shit G_A_Y! ya.. nth to say.. vent my anger? no.. lets have a show tmr! ^_^
8th post .. Finally.. wanted to post yesterday .. but cant enter the site.. so just carry on playing.. i was.. playing sudden attack almost whole day.. hahas... new skins and new maps.. cant try the skin.. 1 is 15k each.. but tried the map..
Squad Ranger(Blue) W-Scout(Red)
 
Club Night
Cross Counter
Cross Counter.. nice map.. just 2 straight lines and 1 bridge.. played and played.. my best records are..
 
but clubnight.. dun have.. i dun like the map lor.. hahas..
7th post.. skipping the one on thursday.. forget what happened.. yesterday de.. still can know a little.. morning.. went to sch.. then went to canteen.. cuz too early.. i reach sch at 6.30!!!! parents not free.. have to go to sch myself.. then too early.. then i heard it was merrelynn birthday.. so.. nvr went back to class at 1st.. cuz the 2 were celebrating!~~ hahas.. then cassandra heard what news of counsillor reporting our attitude to mr farid.. so just we must stay out of the class.. but.. ltr.. they all just go lor.. wad the.. still wondering if they gave us this lie just to not let us go class for the celebration.. dun care liao.. went back class.. revise.. then go to ava.. go back to class.. then wow.. no counsillor came to call us for the parade square thing.. maybe they too lazy.. so .. we.. 2e1 become famous! there was half the class who were late .. the other half.. our friends.. go without us? or wanted us to get scolded? wtf.. i though cooperation was important.. then mr farid said want to speak to our form teacher.. damn.. die le.. then went back to class.. miss wang tell the class to stand.. those who never go lah.. but.. there was male that nvr stand.. too early? wtf.. nvm.. teacher ask why.. maybe because of the music? then.. i just said 1 word 2 times.. counsillor.. then.. wah.. such a big reaction.. from vivien.. wtf.. SHOUT!!! are we maids??? i wanted to.. talk back? shout back? i just said .. wah loud very big woh.. why didnt i dare? dun know.. then dun care lor.. then the exam.. ok lor.. my formal letter.. but... the compo.. chose question 4.. but was like.. worst compo ever.. 300+ words nia.. sianz... then recess.. then take the test.. compre.. vocab.. i know N-O-N-E!! wtf.. then .. maybe i really will get lousy result.. dun care.. then after that.. mark my maths exam paper.. then asked naga what are the pages to study.. wish he gave me the correct clues.. hahas.. then went home.. revise all i can.. memorise all i can.. so just study and study.. really wish i can get at least a A.. not sure.. good luck for me and others!! JYJY.. 4 days nia! work hard play less!! ending
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